The Mormon Cat Lady

Lesson learned here is how much do I assume before I stop to really think things through.. The YW head was not so much against me as she did not  have any hard copies of the Personal Progress booklet, so I just went ahead and started it online. Brother G. did a clean-up of my cat litter pans when I was in the hospital for my nerves. I still am looking for my purpose and place in the church but I feel stronger than I have in a while.

I went online and just started Personal Progress on my own. It hurts because I want   to get the medallions and the emblems but the YW leader at Don Valley Ward can't be bothered to get back to me. I know I need to be in a spirit of forgiveness but this hurts too much. There's no reason why everyone has to keep making excuses, why everyone is so discouraging. I am so unhappy. Everyone is against me and my own ward can't be bothered to help me. My cats are being so supportive. If it wasn't for the support and love of my fur-children I would have ended my life long ago. Surely these thoughts are from satan. No, not about my fur-children. The love there is so real and solid and uncompromising. Rhys and Bartholomew and Jake and Tigger and Clare all sitting in a circle on my bed, snuggling into me, sharing me, vying for my attention, loud happy purrs filling my ears and going right to my heart. No one can tell me I'm not a mother. I'm a mother to six beautifu

My birthday was on 4 April and the important thing is that I'm now starting a new cycle. I did my numeroscope and 4+4+2+0+1+8=19/1+9=10/1+0=1 So I have a whole new cycle beginning! That's how it's supposed to be when we have the Savior and the gospel in our lives, but this time I am determined to see it through The satanic conspiracy against me is really bringing me down hard. I have tried to get involved in Church activities and am trying to start Personal Progress since I joined the Church as an adult woman, but the YW head never gets back to me. I learned recently that there are no hard copies of the Personal Progress booklet so I just went ahead and started it online. I am doing the Faith value first. I wanted to do Personal Finances but no one wants to help me find out where it's being held. I'm sitting here at this flippin' computer on the verge of bawling my freaking eyes out because of how hateful everyone is to me. No one will help me clean and o